42 פילוסופיית חיים

2010-07-17T04:24:00.000-07:00

"החיים הם מה שקורה לך כשאתה עסוק בלתכנן תוכניות אחרות" - ג'ון לנון.

בפרץ של הארה, אמר ג'ון לנון משפט אחד שיכול להגיד כל-כך הרבה. החיים קורים, אין לנו הרבה שליטה על זה. השאלה איך אנחנו מתמודדים עם מה שהחיים שולחים אלינו.

כל בן אדם חייב למצוא את הזמן ולנסח את פילוסופיית החיים שלו - זהו אחד הדברים החשובים ביותר שאדם יכול לעשות. כדי לחיות באמת ובגדולה, כל אדם חייב להגדיר לעצמו כיצד הוא רוצה לחיות וכיצד ייראו החיים הנעלים ביותר שלו. כולנו זקוקים למשפט הכתוב על פיסת נייר שנוכל לחזור ולקרוא אותו בכל בוקר, כששאר העולם עוד ישן. משפט כזה ישמש מצפן מוסרי שיכוון את הבחירות שנבחר באותו יום וישמש גם עוגן שיחבר אותנו אל המהלכים הטובים ביותר שלנו. ללא המשפט הפילוסופי תחיו חיים אקראיים ותגיבו על מה שנקרה בדרככם.

המטרה היא לא לתכנן את המסע שלך בחיים, אלא לחשוב על הכיוון. להסתכל על מפת החיים ולהגיד "הנה, לכאן אני רוצה להגיע", ולהמשיך ללכת לשם לא משנה מה החיים שולחים לעברך. המכשולים, האתגרים והסיטואציות במהלך מסעך יכולים לשבור אותך, או לשמש לך שיעור שבו תגלה מי אתה באמת. כי בסופו של דבר, החיים הם לא אלא דרך של העולם לגלות לנו דברים שלא ידענו על עצמנו.

אז עבור שבוע של גילוי, נשאיר אתכם עם עוד משפט אחד, מלימודי הזן -

"אם אתה מבין, הדברים הם פשוט כמו שהם. אם אתה לא מבין, הדברים הם פשוט כמו שהם."

ראיית עולם

2010-07-02T14:43:00.000-07:00

שלום,

היום פינת ההשראה מקבלת תפנית. קודם כל, היא מתעדכנת - אני חושב שהגיע הזמן באמת. אבל מעבר לכך, היא עוברת פורמט לפינה שבועית במקום יומית.

בזמן האחרון ובעיקר באור מדרגה 4 יצא לי לחשוב הרבה על הצורה שבה אנחנו תופסים את העולם. ידוע הרי ששני אנשים יכולים לראות את אותה הסיטואציה בדיוק ולפרש אותה בדרכים שונות לגמרי. אם נסתכל באמת לעומק, גם נראה שלא משנה כמה נרצה להישאר אובייקטיבים, אנחנו לא. למה זה? ובכן, בזה עוסקת הפינה שלנו השבוע.

אפשר להסתכל על הצורה שבה אנשים תופסים את המציאות כאילו היא עוברת דרך עדשה בדרכה אל האדם. העדשה הזו מסננת את הסיטואציה האמיתית לפי השקפת העולם של האדם עוד בדרכה אליו ובעצם מה שהוא הרגע חווה כ"מציאות" היה איזו פרשנות שלה. אפשר למצוא דוגמאות פשוטות לכך בכל מקום - אדם שמסרב שחברה שלו תדבר עם בחורים אחרים (הוא רואה את זה כאהבה והגנה, יש מי שיראה את זה כקנאות פסולה), אישה שמחליטה להיות עקרת בית (מי שרואה את זה ככניעה לשוביניזם, ומי שרואה את זה כאמא שחשוב לה להיות בבית כל עוד היא יכולה) או אפילו טעם במוזיקה (אדם שרואה רוק כמוזיקה שבאה מהנשמה, ומי שרואה בה רעש). אפילו לדוגמאות הכביכול פשוטות האלה אפשרות לראות יותר ויותר רבדים, ולא רק 2 קיצונים כמו שהומחש.

אז בעצם, מה באמת קורה? כת שכל חבריה לקחו את חייהם, האם הם באמת התאבדו או שמה "זנחו את הגוף בגשמי כדי לעבור הלאה"? התשובה היא ששניהם - וגם הרבה יותר. כי עבור כל אחד מאיתנו, המציאות שלו היא בדיוק איך שהוא חווה אותה - וזה הדבר היחיד שאמיתי בעצם, לא?

אז מה עושים? משתפים. כשמבינים שאף אחד לא טועה, עוזבים את הניסיון העקר להתווכח (שהרי להתווכח עם המציאות יכול להיות כיף, אבל בסופו של יום הוא חסר תועלת) ובמקום עוברים לחלוק את השקפת העולם שלך עם האחר. לשתף את המציאות שלך, לספר למה היא כזו ולהכיר במציאות של האחר כאמיתית לא פחות. לשמוע עליה, להכיר אותה, ללמוד לחוות את העולם מחדש.

כי בזמן שהעיניים שלך עוברות על המילים האלו, והמחשבות שעוברות לך בראש אומרות את מה שהן אומרות, ההבנות שמעבר למילים יכולות לחלחל עמוק יותר, ואולי להשתלב כחלק ממציאות חדשה, טובה יותר, חופשייה יותר.

שיהיה לנו שבוע חסר גבולות,

צוות חינוך

2010-03-01T13:34:00.001-08:00

As I wrote my last article setting smart goals is an important first step. Written to give you specific goals to shoot on goal, and the ability to measure your progress. You want to act, perform, and then internalize attitudes significantly increase your chances of achieving or exceeding your goals. You are the magic bullet.

Most of us are lucky and can experience all the senses. Look, sound, smell, taste and touch any effect on us. Controls most of your senses is sight. You tend to react more than what you see more than anything else. In other words you tend to do what you see than what you hear.

It's amazing how you can fill your mind with pictures? When you want you can change these pictures so easily. I taught the kids how to kick a ball, no ball to kick. When they were actually in their minds, they improve. Imagine years athletes have a successful outcome to their respective sports. Visualizes surf ski run before heading down the hill. Visualizes golfer hitting a pedestrian 20th in the cup. Basketball player Visualizes the ball goes through the soles of the basket. Baseball player Visualizes the ball leaves the pitcher's hand and make contact with a swing, a smooth level.

Creative visualization is a powerful approach that will enhance your goals can significantly increase your chances to meet or exceed them. You freaks skill, and I know you're name I remember was one time too many, this may seem a little strange at first. You'll get over it if you just wait there! The good news is you can imagine anything. You can also imagine a successful outcome each time. You realize that the picture and the more often you see it in your head, the more your subconscious creative work for you to achieve your goals. Do you believe when you see it!

You want to practice creative visualization every day to speed up your goals. You want to make some time each day to visualize your goals. It will bring your goals in life. She also increase your ability to stay focused on your goals. Your goals are important to you. Keep your eyes on the prize.

For most people a quiet area without distractions best. Breathe deeply to calm the situation.Note images related goals. It is important to see yourself in the picture. You can imagine yourself in the desired target weight, feel the extra energy. You can see yourself with more confidence, giving a presentation to the customer. You can see for yourself to enjoy the benefits of the achieved goals. What you picture is what you get.

Important Picture a successful outcome. When pilots are trained on Simolatorim is always a successful outcome, they focus on. Use all your senses when visualizing your goals. Sight, smell, sound, taste and touch all contribute. See yourself implementing a new skill. See yourself repeating the 10 questions 3 times a day internalization of new attitudes that will accelerate your progress.

What you picture is what you get. Here's my question. How are you going to fit on the outside if you can not see yourself as fit inside? How are you going to be safer on the outside if you do not see yourself more confidence from the inside? How are you going to improve that Swing Golf on the outside if you can not see a smooth swing from the inside? You want your creative subconscious work for you or against you. The next question was intended to remind you daily of the importance of visualizing your goals. What you picture is what you get it yourself if you're visualizing your goals 3 times a day for 21 days. See my next article and thanks for tuning in.

An Open Letter From A Lonely, Beautiful Woman To Herself

2008-05-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

“Dear Diary,
It seems like these days are all the same… one guy after another. I
guess I should consider myself lucky, but at the same time it’s so frustrating
to be me. My boss was “flirting” with me again today. It’s starting to make me feel
uncomfortable... He’ll come into my office for absolutely no reason and
pretend he’s letting me in on some kind of “secret” in the company. It’s so
obvious what he really wants. It’s just like when I’m at the store and some
strange guy will pretend to be shopping for something totally out of the
ordinary (which they never end up buying) just to eye me up and down in
the aisle. These guys just don’t have a clue.
Tonight I finally went out with Brian. I was so excited… he seemed really
nice at first, but then it just went on and on and on…. ARGH! They just don’t
get it. It was like everything he did was to try to impress me, from making
sure I approved of the restaurant (and the time, and the table, and even the
parking spot) to finding out my food preferences so he wouldn’t order
something I disliked FOR HIMSELF. It’s not like I didn’t have my own food
coming!
It kind of made me sad actually, because he really did seem nice, but he
was just missing that thing. It seems like none of these guys have that
magical thing about them that my old flame James did. It’s funny, because
James wasn’t exactly the most handsome guy around, and he certainly
wasn’t modest, but there was just something magical about the way he
carried himself… like he didn’t have a care in the world. I can still feel it now
when I think about him.
If he called me tonight everything would be perfect! But I know he won’t,
so I’ll stop dreaming now.
I figured just ONE of these last few guys would make me happy. The
gifts and the dinners are nice, (and Steve’s yacht was amazing!) but none of
these guys can make me feel the way I did with him… It was so exciting… I
never knew what was going to happen next.
I guess it’s better to be wined and dined that sit home alone thinking
about James, but it’s really nothing special anymore knowing that some guy
is just going to do whatever I want and give me whatever I ask for…
thinking that it’s going to make me want him.
Where, oh where is a man that can make me feel that way again? And
would it even be the same? I fear not. I just can’t help but think of him over
and over.
I wish so badly that I could just forget him and be happy with one of
these nice guys that I keep meeting. It would make Mom so happy… but
they just don’t get it. What’s a girl to do?”

Monday

2008-04-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, sorry for not updating the last few days, and for not giving you anything valuable now either.

Just wanted you to know that on Monday me and a few friends of mine (including the PUA PsychoSeXuaL) are going to meet and really put to practice lots of our new theories and ideas. I'm going to film as much as I can and also film a special interview with PsychoSeXuaL - he's going to give you some tips and tell you about his experience.

And after that we're shifting to a high-gear, be ready.

Waler

חופש האמונה

2007-10-29T14:15:00.000-07:00

הוא תמים
רוצה להאמין
אבל הוא לא יכול
רק נאבק בכל
וכך טובע
לא מבין דבר
רוצה לחזור
לחזור לשעבר

והוא חופשי
חופשי לדעת כל
חופשי לדעת להאמין
והוא חופשי
וזה כל מה שהוא רוצה
כל מה שהוא רוצה

ומעליו פרוסים שמיים כחולים
והוא בוהה אך לא מרגיש דבר
הוא חזק כי הוא נלחם בכל
ומהמלחמה הזו הוא כה חלש
כה מנותק, לא חי במציאות

כבר לא תמים יותר, רוצה לחיות זאת שוב
והוא לבד, לבד מול העולם
כמוהם לא יהיה עוד לעולם
עוד לעולם

והוא חופשי
חופשי לדעת כל
חופשי לדעת להאמין
והוא חופשי
וזה כל מה שהוא רוצה
כל מה שהוא רוצה

ימי הזוהר כבר חלפו עברו
עכשיו בירידה
הכל בגלל, בגלל אותה טעות
טעות, לא אשמתך
ומאז, מאז אותה טעות
כולם כבר נגדך, כולם כבר נגדך

Stop!

והוא חופשי
חופשי לדעת כל
חופשי לדעת להאמין
והוא חופשי
וזה כל מה שהוא רוצה
כל מה שהוא רצה
כל מה שהוא ירצה

והוא חופשי, והוא חופשי

והוא חופשי
חופשי לדעת כל
חופשי לדעת להאמין
והוא חופשי
וזה כל מה שהוא רוצה
כל מה שהוא רוצה

That morning

2007-10-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

- I know you're mad. You have all the reasons in the world. It's been months since my last post. Hope you'll all forgive me. Anyhow, those months weren't fruitless! I actually wrote a few new songs! So there you have it, a song a day, until they're all here.

I woke up
This morning
Feeling
Something is not the same

I smiled
So hopeful
knowing things are gonna change

Up there, In haven
An angel smiled upon the earth,
The open green meadow
No longer ruled by sticks and stones

And I know it's been a long night
I know that we need someone by our side
And we feel it's been a long time
We feel we need some good time

Up there, In haven
An angel smiled upon the earth,
The open green meadow
No longer ruled by sticks and stones

And you know you need somewhere to go
To go to feel inspired again
You don't always reap what you sow,
There's always a risk life's game

Up there, In haven
An angel smiled upon the earth,
The open green meadow
No longer ruled by sticks and stones

- You may worship me later. Or you may worship me now. Your choice. ;)

כל החיים

2007-06-22T11:01:00.000-07:00

הם אמרו לי תראה,
החיים לא פשוטים
זה לא רק שחור-לבן
ויש עוד גוונים

הם אמרו לי תבין
אתה רק אחד
לאחד אין סיכוי
לשנות את העולם
העולם זה כולם
כולם לא משתנים
ובודדים לא יכולים
לשנות את כל החיים
את כל החיים את כל החיים.

אתה משהו פשוט, זמני
לא מהותי
ואיש לא יזכור
לא ישתנה, כי אנשים לא משתנים
נשארים קבועים
ובודדים לא יכולים
לשנות את כל החיים
את כל החיים את כל החיים

Using hypnosis to tattoo

2007-06-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

New month - almost like a new life

2007-06-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

So here we go, a new month has begone. With it, I feel like a whole new life has started for me.
For start, me and Marina... Well... We broke-up. But for some reason, I'm still happy. Life just seems right no matter what lately.
My final exams started. Next week it's the history test. Wish me luck. :)

And now for what (or really - who) really got me to write this post (yeah, I'm lazy, take it or leave it) - Or. Who is she? Well, for starts, she is a cousin of a very good friend of mine. And now a very good friend of mine too. But... There is something more then that. We both know that. We just don't know what it is...

We started talk 6 days ago, but it's feels like we know each other forever. And... I don't know. It's just too confusing, we slowly try to figure out this thing.
Whatever it is, it's nice. I like it. And I think she is too.

So here is for new beginnings!
Enim Nuvos Decretum!

Yours,
Le Generosus.

An urge to write

2007-05-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

I feel this urge to write here. Don't know why, it's probably a part of the turning my life took lately. You know this feeling you sometimes have, that everything is just good? Some divine bliss that means that everything is just right, happiness that comes from within you and just washes you with warm goodness. I can really feel now, flowing in my entire body, and you might notice that as you read what I write you can feel it too. It's contagious, addictive, and just good. I hope everyone could feel life like this, make it more vivid and brighter, become aware that the stronger you feel this, the happier you get, and the happier you get the stronger this feeling gets. With every breath you take, with every word you read.
Absolute divine bliss. Want it, and it's yours.

Enim Nuvos Decretum!
Yours,
Le Generosus.

Hypnosis - Article 001

2007-05-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

No it's time to really start learning hypnosis!
As I promised, today we will learn the progressive relaxation induction. Now, there are many ways to do this, because all you basically do is slowly relax the subject to trance.
Here is a basic script for muscle relaxation:
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Now, release the weight of your body into the support of the floor/bed.

Notice how your back makes contact with the support of the floor/bed.

Relax the back of your legs....the back of your hips....your lower back, middle back, and upper back. Feel the weight and relaxation of the back of your body sinking through the floor/bed.

Relax the back of your shoulders / the back of your arms / the back of your neck / and the back of your head. Wiggle and make any adjustments needed to relax the back of your body into the ground more fully. Melt into the support of the floor/bed completely.

Now, notice the weight of your body. Notice the weight of your legs, as they rest on the floor. Let your legs be heavy. Let your thighs, feet and toes relax. Release, relax, let go of them completely. Let your legs drift and float and now forget about them.

Notice the weight of your hips and pelvis, as they rest on the floor/bed. Let the weight of your pelvis sink into the floor/bed.

Notice the weight of your rib cage. Let the back ribs melt into the floor/bed.

Feel your abdomen expand with each inhalation. As you exhale, let the belly fully contract. Like a giant balloon inflating and completely deflating. Relaxing deeper with each deep breath.

Notice the weight of your shoulders and arms, as they rest on the floor/bed. Let your arms be so heavy that they sink through the floor/bed. Then release them completely. Let go. Let them drift and float away and then forget about them.

Notice the weight of your head, as it rests on the floor/bed. Let the head be heavy. Feel your neck and throat release and relax.

Relax the muscles of your face / relax your eyes and eyelids / your cheeks melt into relaxation / release, relax, let go of your jaw / your forehead and eyebrows smooth and relaxed / feel your scalp melt into relaxation. Your whole head and face totally relaxed, released.

Become aware of your breathing. Notice each inhalation relaxing the front of your body, and each exhalation relaxing the whole back of your body. Breathing slow, deep and then let it go.

Breathing the body deeper and deeper into relaxation as you drift and float in peace.
(Credit to: americanchronicle
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As you can see, this is rather simple. What you do is basically suggest the subject to relax.
This is the main pro of this induction. Nothing to memorize at all. Another one is that it's just oh so relaxing. ;)
However, there are several cons. For starts, it usually take a lot of time (15-45 minutes). Second, for the several first times (about 3) it only gets them to a light trance, and it will probably take you at least 5 sessions to get them to a deep state. Third, and that is the most important one, is that the subject can simply fall asleep during the induction and that's not helpful.
And then, then came Dave Elman. But that's another story. ;)

יושב כאן

2007-05-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

אני כאן
יושב מחכה לה
לבד... לבד...

אבל היא שם
ולא איכפת לה
בכלל... בכלל...

אני צועק
והיא לא שומעת
אני מועד כמעט נופל
לבד...

וכשהיא בוכה
אני שוב נמצא שם
וכשהיא נופלת
אני שוב מרים
אותה...

אני צועק
והיא לא שומעת
אני מועד כמעט נופל
לבד...

וכשהיא בוכה
אני שוב נמצא שם
וכשהיא נופלת
אני שוב מרים
אותה...

אני עוד כאן
יושב וכותב לה
לבד... לבד...

Hypnosis - Pre-lesson

2007-05-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

Hypnosis is one of the most powerful tools known to man. It is an altered state of mind in which the critical factor of the mind is usually bypassed and one is more open to suggestions. In this series of articles I will try to help you understand your mind better, influence people better and yes, being able to apply hypnosis.
Use of hypnosis dates as far as back in ancient Egypt, in which they took their sick to the "Sleep Temples" to be cured. Hypnotic-like inductions were used to place the individual in a sleep-like state, although it is now accepted that hypnosis is different from sleep.
General effects of hypnosis are, among else, are higher suggestibility and more focused attention. So, that means you can bypass the critical factor of the mind and your suggestions will become much more powerful.
In the next (first) lesson/article I will teach you how to induce hypnosis in a method called "Progressive Relaxation" and will point out it's pros and cons, plus a bit about what happens in it.

Your's truly,
Le Generosus.

Pictures

2007-05-12T09:51:00.000-07:00

Here are some pictures Marina took. Hope you'll like them!

(Click to enlarge)

Yours truly,

Le Generosus.

Marina

2007-05-10T13:25:00.000-07:00

Hi all,
I've decided to now write a post about one of the most valuable people in my life - Marina.
I know Marina since I moved to my new school, and about a month ago we became a couple. We just sat there, hugging, and just... kissed, like in all of those over-dramatic movies.
We are very close, and talk about everything. And... there is nothing much more to say really. She's amazing, and I am so lucky to be with her.
I'm sorry this post is very short, but like I said, I have trouble expressing myself especially trough blog-posts.

Yours truly,
Le Generosus

So... Me

2007-05-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. I know I haven't posted anything new for quite some time, but I didn't wrote any new songs lately. So, I decided to turn this blog into a normal personal blog, where I can post both my songs and my thoughts.
So there you have it, a normal post in a perfectly normal blog - I just hope it will continue posting. I had about nine blog so far, and none of them went well. I stopped posting very quickly. Got bored. I hope this won't happen with this blog, it's really important to me.
And that's it for now, I'll post again when I have anything important to say or if I'll write a new song.

Yours truly,
Le Generosus (former Le Curator).

השמש כבר נושקת לגלים

2007-04-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

השמש כבר נושקת לגלים
הגיעה השקיעה
פשוט שוכב על החולות
שומע את צחוקה

אלה ימים שכבר עברו
עכשיו אתה לבד
פשוט צועק את שמה
יותר כמו זעקות של פחד
אבל היא לא עונה...

אני פשוט קורא למרחקים
אני מתחנן לרקיעים
אני מביט בכוכבים
אני מסתכל על הזרמים
הם כיווני החיים
הם כל כך לא ברורים
והם אותנו גוררים
לכיוונים כה מוזרים

אני שם
מסתכל על השבילים
אני מביט בלי לראות
מתחנן בלי להבין
אני קורא אל הרוחות
רוצה להאמין

קרן שמש אחרונה
החושך כבר אופף
זעקה לחשכה
ואתה שוב מתעורר
צורח...

אני שם
מסתכל על השבילים
אני מביט בלי לראות
מתחנן בלי להבין
אני קורא אל הרוחות
רוצה להאמין

4 walls

2007-04-11T02:50:00.001-07:00

4 קירות של לבנים
עם מטורף זועק בפנים
הוא צועק לאלוהים
שכולם סביבו מתים

לא, הוא לא ענה לך
נשארת לבד
האנשים סביבך
כולם מכוסים בד

עוד כמה ימים
נשארו לחיים?
תשאלו ת'מטורף
הוא סופר את הימים

הוא קורא עכשיו
לכל אותם שפויים
לראות כל הדברים
שמסביבם קורים

ואיפה אלוהים
מיילל לכוכבים
ובינות כל העצים
יש ליל של סכינים

וילדים קטנים
עדיין לא מבינים
אבל כבר הם משחקים
בחרבות וסכינים

המלך אמר לצאת למלחמה
זה לא משנה שבכלל אין בשביל מה
המלך אמר אז תהיה מהומה
זה בסדר שעוד אמא תישאר שכולה

4 קירות של לבנים
והמטורף זועק בפנים
הוא צועק לאלוהים
שכולם סביבו מתים

Opium

2007-04-10T05:00:00.000-07:00

Just sit alone
And clear your mind
Think of when
Just forget that she is gone

This simple thing
Not letting go
Deforms your life
And seals you soul

There's something else
Behind the scenes
It is something that by humans
Cannot be seen

God's true love
Escapes our eyes
Fate dealt the cards
And we have lost

There's something else
Behind the scenes
It is something that by humans
Cannot be seen

Graveyards of fear
And fields of doom
Shuts us in
And the skies gloom

Just the flames

2007-03-25T02:59:00.000-07:00

- My first song in Hebrew. Hope you'll like it.

אלה רק הלהבות, הלהבות ששורפות אותי מבפנים
אלה רק החיים, החיים שלא מרחמים
אלה רק השדים, שרודפים אותי לשיגעון
אלה רק הזיכרונות, שמשאירים אותי בעיוורון

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

ואני כאן, מחכה
כשעוד זיכרון אחד, עולה
עכשיו את יודעת, את מה שהיה
אבל לא ניתן להשיב, את שנעשה

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

הבנתי את זה מזמן...

אומרים שלברוח, זה לא פיתרון
אבל אותם אנשים, הם בשיכרון
כי החיים אף פעם, לא מוותרים
החזקים חיים, החלשים מתים

אז אולי עדיף לברוח
אולי עדיף לשכוח...

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

אלה רק הלהבות...

I feel fruitful

2007-03-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

- Yet another song, that I started writing yesterday and finished today. Enjoy!

I see her face
so calm and pure
with mightiness and grace
perfection blurs

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Life isn't just right and wrong
you can't always know where you belong
you must keep it together and be strong
because this journey can be long

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

But one must go on
forever, and ever, and ever...

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Go on...

Dark goth song

2007-03-22T11:27:00.000-07:00

- My first really darkly and goth-like song!
Grim reaper striding
in this hall of doom
and dead people screaming
as he crosses the room

One woman standing
with pride and might
face the reaper
as he stride

And now
as they come face to face
the woman crumbles
the woman faints

Now she's gone
now she's dead
and he has walked away.

Claiming my blog

2007-03-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

I'm going to claim my blog at technorati.com, so this post is to put a special link so they will know it's really mine.

Technorati Profile

That's it!

A new song

2007-03-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

- Yes! Another one!

On this day
I had proven you
on this day
that I have seen your face

On this day
I have seen the truth
on this day
I have known hope

Now I tell you
about fear and betrayal
now I say
that this day has now gone

Now I scream
about mayhem
Now I shout
about chaos itself

- Yeah, it sucks, I know. I just had this music playing in my head so I wrote something that fits.

My hypothesis of reality

2007-03-14T11:50:00.000-07:00

I've started working on my hypothesis on how people grasp reality. It is a part of my life-time goals of understanding the human mind, and creating an artificial being.
It goes as follows:
We do not live inside the reality. We live in a model of reality that exists in our mind and is built by our senses and perceptions. When something is "caught" in one of the senses the mind compares the input to the model and analyzes the input by it. What we hear, see, feel and think are actually an analysis of this input from our surroundings by this model. The model is not static and changes with time, especially when we learn or comprehend something new. Fundamental elements of the model (e.g. water runs from high places to lower ones) changes only rarely normally, and requires a source that is considered reliable enough by the model itself in-order to change. The less fundamental the element, the easier it is to change it, annex it, or remove it from the model and vise-versa. The model is frequently integral in the aspect of it rarely including contradictions and/or self contradictions and these mostly happen while the model is undergoing any sort of a big change (e.g. religious conversion). There is a constant effort to minimize and eliminate this contradictions as soon as possible as the mental health of the person at this situation is usually fast declining and the symptoms are often deep confusion, depression and frustration. The more this contradictions are fundamentals and exists more time they increase the odds of seeking external aid and guidance. This guidance often causes even much more extreme changes and results in a much more stable model (or seldom a mental breakdown) that settles the contradictions. After the implantation of such a change the new improved model is much more fixed in the elements caused the initial contradiction, presumably to prevent repetition of this events. In order for new elements to be added to the model, they are compared to the existing model for analysis. If there is a need to change or decline existing elements to accept the new ones a full scale analysis of possible outcomes of accepting and rejecting the change is being carried out, and the decision will be carried to support elements that fits better in the general model. All in all, new elements are usually accepted only when they settle with the existing general model and mostly explain it better and in a more extensive way.

So this is it so far...
It still needs much more work, and will be constantly improve. Tell me what you think about it!

A new song!

2007-03-13T10:48:00.000-07:00

- Wrote a new song yesterday! Tell me what you think.

Now I thought
that this was something real
that this was real
this was...

And I knew
that nothing last forever
nothing last forever
nothing, ever!

This day has cast a shadow
upon my dreams
this is my way of screaming
there is nothing real

Reality's illusion plays tricks
on me
life have no escape from
there's no red pill

And now I see you trying telling me
this things I thought you'd never speak
those walls of innocence braking
and dark in leaks

- It's a bit emo, but who cares.

"Open your mind to us"

2007-03-11T04:03:00.000-07:00

A few days ago I was just wandering around the net and I came across a company called "Emotiv". It claims to uncover something to help us use computers in a way shown only in Si-Fi until now - with our minds. "Project Epoc", as they call it, is a highly advanced headset that uses a set of sensors to tune into electric signals naturally produced by the brain to detect player thoughts, feelings and expression. Sounds unreal, huh?
Well, the people at crunchgear have tested it, and were amazed by the results. This thing is 100% real, and by the end of 2008 it will completely change the way we interact with computer.
Emotiv's main aim now is the computer games market, and plans to revolutionise the way we play in every aspect. Imagine RPG games were telekinetic powers can really be controlled with your mind, strategy games that you plan strategies in easily by thinking about them and racing games that blurs the screen as you get exited!
The future is close and I am definitely looking forward to it. The information is spraded all across the net and rumers are flying everywhere - if you dig up anything new I'll be glad hearing about it!

For our new world!
Enim Le Nuvos Decretum!

Le Curator.

Last song

2007-03-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

- This is going to be the last song for the time being. From here I will publish mostly my thoughts and if I'll write/find other song, you'll be the first to know.

"Die" I have never screamed, sacred beyond
any desperation, your demons have their loneliness:
in your most decimated streets are things which threatens me,
or which I cannot witness for their existence

your real soul will not forgive me
though I have stop myself from flight,
you always took me hand by hand to guide me through
(trying mortally, inwards) God's awaken word

or if your eyes will die, I and
my revenge will change inward, onward,
as when the dream of this change cast
the reality away everywhere from here;

nothing which we are to carry on under this sky
the lesson of your bare lie: whose death
smiles upon me with the new birth it gave,
blind savior and phantom's vision.

(I will not back-down from were I stand
and bow; something in me shouts
about your crimes and sins)
heart, not even the hate, has such painful soul

Officially moving out!

2007-03-09T07:20:00.000-08:00

Finally I posted on my old blog that I'm moving here permanently!
That all, just wanted to let you know...

That's that:
http://israblog.nana.co.il/blogread.asp?blog=179977&blogcode=5994935

A God that is Yours

2007-03-09T04:14:00.000-08:00

-A song of mine that is being composed by a friend.

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened church as I kneel,
always fearful, always hopeful,
frozen here,
waiting.

Robed forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
penetrating my darkened soul.

Pain on a child's face.

I raise my head, now defying
this uncaring salvation.

Shallow Trust

2007-03-08T07:51:00.000-08:00

- kind of an old song of mine.

I take my smiles and all the pain hurts streets;
I ask my words and all is lost again.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

The kids go living out in real and empty,
and false sin steps in:
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

I conquered that you killed me into god
and pray me lonely, made me quite divine.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

Soul runs from the gem, road's salvations flee:
pass the pain-lake and messiah's cause:
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

I promised you'd answer the way you say,
but I hope greatness and I judge your destiny.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

I should have hated the knowing instead;
At least when foreigner turns them direct back again.
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

Lying on the calm black water

2007-03-07T11:11:00.000-08:00

-Another song of mine. From some time ago...

A little wild ray of light inside the cool flowers of ink;
pours burning love beautiful as snow;
lies in wait! Star which is melting away!

In the wine of daylight by the wave.
- its coolness on my feet, the beads of their loves.
In a slumbering alder hemmed in by chimaeras.
- from violet forests: where the stars are sleeping.

Lying in her long veils, on the calm black water
embroidered with black moss her great veils rising
mount in my soul but endless;

I cared nothing for all, hurled of the hulks hurricane,
of sour apples pale-eyed realize in antique dramas
the scented twilight, devoured by vermin

A new song that I wrote

2007-03-06T09:30:00.000-08:00

- comments will be appreciated. I wrote it today.

This morning I woke up believing
that I can fix the world that I know
save all that is deemed to be broken
and fight all my fears on my own

I wanted the world to see me
to tell me the show must go on
imagine the pain I was feeling
when I found out that I am alone

So I guess I'll just go back to dreaming
that I can fix this world that I know
save all that is deemed to be broken
and fight all my fears on my own

Our mission

2007-03-05T05:53:00.000-08:00

We were all raised to believe our world is amazing. We think it can be.

Our world, as it is today, is a place full of anger and hate. Destruction is all around us.

Do you dream of that world as a better place? Without countless deaths every day that are caused for no reason at all? Just, better lives for each and every one of us?

We do.

We dream of green, beautiful, never-ending fields instead of the horrible war-regions.

We dream of crystal clear rivers instead of the blood-baths.

We dream of vast forests and lush meadow.

And that is what we are here to do, make this dream come true.

Will you help us achieve that?