Just the flames

- My first song in Hebrew. Hope you'll like it.

אלה רק הלהבות, הלהבות ששורפות אותי מבפנים
אלה רק החיים, החיים שלא מרחמים
אלה רק השדים, שרודפים אותי לשיגעון
אלה רק הזיכרונות, שמשאירים אותי בעיוורון

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

ואני כאן, מחכה
כשעוד זיכרון אחד, עולה
עכשיו את יודעת, את מה שהיה
אבל לא ניתן להשיב, את שנעשה

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

הבנתי את זה מזמן...

אומרים שלברוח, זה לא פיתרון
אבל אותם אנשים, הם בשיכרון
כי החיים אף פעם, לא מוותרים
החזקים חיים, החלשים מתים

אז אולי עדיף לברוח
אולי עדיף לשכוח...

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

אלה רק הלהבות...

I feel fruitful

- Yet another song, that I started writing yesterday and finished today. Enjoy!


I see her face
so calm and pure
with mightiness and grace
perfection blurs

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Life isn't just right and wrong
you can't always know where you belong
you must keep it together and be strong
because this journey can be long

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

But one must go on
forever, and ever, and ever...

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Go on...

Dark goth song

- My first really darkly and goth-like song!
Grim reaper striding
in this hall of doom
and dead people screaming
as he crosses the room

One woman standing
with pride and might
face the reaper
as he stride

And now
as they come face to face
the woman crumbles
the woman faints

Now she's gone
now she's dead
and he has walked away.

Claiming my blog

I'm going to claim my blog at technorati.com, so this post is to put a special link so they will know it's really mine.

Technorati Profile

That's it!

A new song

- Yes! Another one!

On this day
I had proven you
on this day
that I have seen your face

On this day
I have seen the truth
on this day
I have known hope

Now I tell you
about fear and betrayal
now I say
that this day has now gone

Now I scream
about mayhem
Now I shout
about chaos itself

- Yeah, it sucks, I know. I just had this music playing in my head so I wrote something that fits.

My hypothesis of reality

I've started working on my hypothesis on how people grasp reality. It is a part of my life-time goals of understanding the human mind, and creating an artificial being.
It goes as follows:
We do not live inside the reality. We live in a model of reality that exists in our mind and is built by our senses and perceptions. When something is "caught" in one of the senses the mind compares the input to the model and analyzes the input by it. What we hear, see, feel and think are actually an analysis of this input from our surroundings by this model. The model is not static and changes with time, especially when we learn or comprehend something new. Fundamental elements of the model (e.g. water runs from high places to lower ones) changes only rarely normally, and requires a source that is considered reliable enough by the model itself in-order to change. The less fundamental the element, the easier it is to change it, annex it, or remove it from the model and vise-versa. The model is frequently integral in the aspect of it rarely including contradictions and/or self contradictions and these mostly happen while the model is undergoing any sort of a big change (e.g. religious conversion). There is a constant effort to minimize and eliminate this contradictions as soon as possible as the mental health of the person at this situation is usually fast declining and the symptoms are often deep confusion, depression and frustration. The more this contradictions are fundamentals and exists more time they increase the odds of seeking external aid and guidance. This guidance often causes even much more extreme changes and results in a much more stable model (or seldom a mental breakdown) that settles the contradictions. After the implantation of such a change the new improved model is much more fixed in the elements caused the initial contradiction, presumably to prevent repetition of this events. In order for new elements to be added to the model, they are compared to the existing model for analysis. If there is a need to change or decline existing elements to accept the new ones a full scale analysis of possible outcomes of accepting and rejecting the change is being carried out, and the decision will be carried to support elements that fits better in the general model. All in all, new elements are usually accepted only when they settle with the existing general model and mostly explain it better and in a more extensive way.

So this is it so far...
It still needs much more work, and will be constantly improve. Tell me what you think about it!

A new song!

- Wrote a new song yesterday! Tell me what you think.

Now I thought
that this was something real
that this was real
this was...

And I knew
that nothing last forever
nothing last forever
nothing, ever!

This day has cast a shadow
upon my dreams
this is my way of screaming
there is nothing real

Reality's illusion plays tricks
on me
life have no escape from
there's no red pill

And now I see you trying telling me
this things I thought you'd never speak
those walls of innocence braking
and dark in leaks

- It's a bit emo, but who cares.