Just the flames

- My first song in Hebrew. Hope you'll like it.

אלה רק הלהבות, הלהבות ששורפות אותי מבפנים
אלה רק החיים, החיים שלא מרחמים
אלה רק השדים, שרודפים אותי לשיגעון
אלה רק הזיכרונות, שמשאירים אותי בעיוורון

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

ואני כאן, מחכה
כשעוד זיכרון אחד, עולה
עכשיו את יודעת, את מה שהיה
אבל לא ניתן להשיב, את שנעשה

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

הבנתי את זה מזמן...

אומרים שלברוח, זה לא פיתרון
אבל אותם אנשים, הם בשיכרון
כי החיים אף פעם, לא מוותרים
החזקים חיים, החלשים מתים

אז אולי עדיף לברוח
אולי עדיף לשכוח...

לא, לא אל תברחי
אני, צריך אותך איתי
כי גם ביחד זה לבד כשאת לא כאן
הבנתי את זה כבר מזמן...

אלה רק הלהבות...

I feel fruitful

- Yet another song, that I started writing yesterday and finished today. Enjoy!


I see her face
so calm and pure
with mightiness and grace
perfection blurs

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Life isn't just right and wrong
you can't always know where you belong
you must keep it together and be strong
because this journey can be long

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

But one must go on
forever, and ever, and ever...

Messiah's madness
inspires me
with freedom and bravery
he fills his prophecy

Go on...

Dark goth song

- My first really darkly and goth-like song!
Grim reaper striding
in this hall of doom
and dead people screaming
as he crosses the room

One woman standing
with pride and might
face the reaper
as he stride

And now
as they come face to face
the woman crumbles
the woman faints

Now she's gone
now she's dead
and he has walked away.

Claiming my blog

I'm going to claim my blog at technorati.com, so this post is to put a special link so they will know it's really mine.

Technorati Profile

That's it!

A new song

- Yes! Another one!

On this day
I had proven you
on this day
that I have seen your face

On this day
I have seen the truth
on this day
I have known hope

Now I tell you
about fear and betrayal
now I say
that this day has now gone

Now I scream
about mayhem
Now I shout
about chaos itself

- Yeah, it sucks, I know. I just had this music playing in my head so I wrote something that fits.

My hypothesis of reality

I've started working on my hypothesis on how people grasp reality. It is a part of my life-time goals of understanding the human mind, and creating an artificial being.
It goes as follows:
We do not live inside the reality. We live in a model of reality that exists in our mind and is built by our senses and perceptions. When something is "caught" in one of the senses the mind compares the input to the model and analyzes the input by it. What we hear, see, feel and think are actually an analysis of this input from our surroundings by this model. The model is not static and changes with time, especially when we learn or comprehend something new. Fundamental elements of the model (e.g. water runs from high places to lower ones) changes only rarely normally, and requires a source that is considered reliable enough by the model itself in-order to change. The less fundamental the element, the easier it is to change it, annex it, or remove it from the model and vise-versa. The model is frequently integral in the aspect of it rarely including contradictions and/or self contradictions and these mostly happen while the model is undergoing any sort of a big change (e.g. religious conversion). There is a constant effort to minimize and eliminate this contradictions as soon as possible as the mental health of the person at this situation is usually fast declining and the symptoms are often deep confusion, depression and frustration. The more this contradictions are fundamentals and exists more time they increase the odds of seeking external aid and guidance. This guidance often causes even much more extreme changes and results in a much more stable model (or seldom a mental breakdown) that settles the contradictions. After the implantation of such a change the new improved model is much more fixed in the elements caused the initial contradiction, presumably to prevent repetition of this events. In order for new elements to be added to the model, they are compared to the existing model for analysis. If there is a need to change or decline existing elements to accept the new ones a full scale analysis of possible outcomes of accepting and rejecting the change is being carried out, and the decision will be carried to support elements that fits better in the general model. All in all, new elements are usually accepted only when they settle with the existing general model and mostly explain it better and in a more extensive way.

So this is it so far...
It still needs much more work, and will be constantly improve. Tell me what you think about it!

A new song!

- Wrote a new song yesterday! Tell me what you think.

Now I thought
that this was something real
that this was real
this was...

And I knew
that nothing last forever
nothing last forever
nothing, ever!

This day has cast a shadow
upon my dreams
this is my way of screaming
there is nothing real

Reality's illusion plays tricks
on me
life have no escape from
there's no red pill

And now I see you trying telling me
this things I thought you'd never speak
those walls of innocence braking
and dark in leaks

- It's a bit emo, but who cares.

"Open your mind to us"

A few days ago I was just wandering around the net and I came across a company called "Emotiv". It claims to uncover something to help us use computers in a way shown only in Si-Fi until now - with our minds. "Project Epoc", as they call it, is a highly advanced headset that uses a set of sensors to tune into electric signals naturally produced by the brain to detect player thoughts, feelings and expression. Sounds unreal, huh?
Well, the people at crunchgear have tested it, and were amazed by the results. This thing is 100% real, and by the end of 2008 it will completely change the way we interact with computer.
Emotiv's main aim now is the computer games market, and plans to revolutionise the way we play in every aspect. Imagine RPG games were telekinetic powers can really be controlled with your mind, strategy games that you plan strategies in easily by thinking about them and racing games that blurs the screen as you get exited!
The future is close and I am definitely looking forward to it. The information is spraded all across the net and rumers are flying everywhere - if you dig up anything new I'll be glad hearing about it!

For our new world!
Enim Le Nuvos Decretum!

Le Curator.

Last song

- This is going to be the last song for the time being. From here I will publish mostly my thoughts and if I'll write/find other song, you'll be the first to know.

"Die" I have never screamed, sacred beyond
any desperation, your demons have their loneliness:
in your most decimated streets are things which threatens me,
or which I cannot witness for their existence

your real soul will not forgive me
though I have stop myself from flight,
you always took me hand by hand to guide me through
(trying mortally, inwards) God's awaken word

or if your eyes will die, I and
my revenge will change inward, onward,
as when the dream of this change cast
the reality away everywhere from here;

nothing which we are to carry on under this sky
the lesson of your bare lie: whose death
smiles upon me with the new birth it gave,
blind savior and phantom's vision.

(I will not back-down from were I stand
and bow; something in me shouts
about your crimes and sins)
heart, not even the hate, has such painful soul

Officially moving out!

Finally I posted on my old blog that I'm moving here permanently!
That all, just wanted to let you know...

That's that:
http://israblog.nana.co.il/blogread.asp?blog=179977&blogcode=5994935

A God that is Yours

-A song of mine that is being composed by a friend.

Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened church as I kneel,
always fearful, always hopeful,
frozen here,
waiting.

Robed forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
penetrating my darkened soul.

Pain on a child's face.

I raise my head, now defying
this uncaring salvation.

Shallow Trust

- kind of an old song of mine.

I take my smiles and all the pain hurts streets;
I ask my words and all is lost again.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

The kids go living out in real and empty,
and false sin steps in:
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

I conquered that you killed me into god
and pray me lonely, made me quite divine.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

Soul runs from the gem, road's salvations flee:
pass the pain-lake and messiah's cause:
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

I promised you'd answer the way you say,
but I hope greatness and I judge your destiny.
(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

I should have hated the knowing instead;
At least when foreigner turns them direct back again.
I stop my preys and all the life lies angel.

(I know I see you up inside my trust.)

Lying on the calm black water

-Another song of mine. From some time ago...


A little wild ray of light inside the cool flowers of ink;
pours burning love beautiful as snow;
lies in wait! Star which is melting away!

In the wine of daylight by the wave.
- its coolness on my feet, the beads of their loves.
In a slumbering alder hemmed in by chimaeras.
- from violet forests: where the stars are sleeping.

Lying in her long veils, on the calm black water
embroidered with black moss her great veils rising
mount in my soul but endless;

I cared nothing for all, hurled of the hulks hurricane,
of sour apples pale-eyed realize in antique dramas
the scented twilight, devoured by vermin

A new song that I wrote

- comments will be appreciated. I wrote it today.

This morning I woke up believing
that I can fix the world that I know
save all that is deemed to be broken
and fight all my fears on my own

I wanted the world to see me
to tell me the show must go on
imagine the pain I was feeling
when I found out that I am alone

So I guess I'll just go back to dreaming
that I can fix this world that I know
save all that is deemed to be broken
and fight all my fears on my own

Our mission

We were all raised to believe our world is amazing. We think it can be.

Our world, as it is today, is a place full of anger and hate. Destruction is all around us.

Do you dream of that world as a better place? Without countless deaths every day that are caused for no reason at all? Just, better lives for each and every one of us?

We do.

We dream of green, beautiful, never-ending fields instead of the horrible war-regions.

We dream of crystal clear rivers instead of the blood-baths.

We dream of vast forests and lush meadow.

And that is what we are here to do, make this dream come true.

Will you help us achieve that?